crying like a candle.............

Its dark..........dark....... so dense tht u can see death in this darkness...........they keep calling me and saying me tht i belonged to them , Mama let me go..............its dark everywhere.........no light and this candle looks so and so similar like me............the world thinks tht its giving them light and life, but they hardly realised tht he is crying , crying his heart out........

So hard when u touch it , but so soft frm inside . It melts himself so tht he can reach till the end of this virtual world..................may be only he saw the real beauty of princess death and thts y he cries ,shade tears for u cause ,u will b suffering in this world and he will reach to the nirvana.......

Mama he is calling me and ,i have to leave............i know i should have been with u but wht if , if i say, u should have been with me rather than i should have been with you in this fake world..........Mama my tears burns me from inside , my hatred for myself increases whenever i see myself in the mirror..........cant wash those fingerprints of her from my face and body...........tried washing the stains 100 times but i can still see the prints over my body everywhere, And someone tells me tht vl only loose them when i get a new body,i wana loose them and then i cry , cause i will have to leave you ,and my friends, but i know they will understand tht, this is the only thing which i did for my self......tried burning myself but the prints gets smaller but still visiable.........just like my death........mama let me go......i know it will hurt you, but please never think tht she is responsible for all this, she is pure, sweet , its just tht i got stained,.....plz ......dont cry for me when m gone.......may be i lossed all colours of this beautiful life in the rain i walked with her for hours, i thought m getting something but i hardly knew that i was loosing my life in tht rain, the rain washed my childhood, it took my pureness, and then i hate myself, .........may be m just here waiting for my turn to come.......and she says she is coming soon to take care of me . Mama will miss u but i know i will be happy and smiling there , they understand my pain and my pains are the happiness of this world..................so dont cry mama ......when m gone.............I cry like a candle and u will never see my tears , it is burning me , let me fly high and high above this world of betrayel, lies, cheats...........let me go...........