I am scared...........

May be m just scared or may be they must be having a lot of determination and guts in them........may be i still want to live so that i can hate this life much more than anyday..............and may be they must have fell in love with death soon..............To die can never be easy but y cant it be when u dont want to live...........y cant someone just leave forever this world without a disturbance in others life..........Life is so puzzled and we keep playing it .......then in the end ppl understand tht they have to reunite to the real world leaving this dark night ....and.......the feel of hollowness ,chillling breeze which gives u a soft shiver and brings a smile on ur face.........but how can someone leave walking and choose for flying where u will never be able to feel the wet sand under ur feet and the tides trying to touch u , But what if these all become numb .............................shouldnt i sometimes think..................and i sometime think i am scared ..........